Then the letter from Tamara Casola, once completed nomination gala. A strategy so that the public would not vote to leave the country's most famous house?
Nearly 4 ½ years began a very difficult road to travel for my family and I, my parents are people who in life did not have many opportunities to be happy, both were beaten, and in the case of my dad, besides She needed to go out and shine shoes from very tiny because it would hit harder, until age 20 had cleft lip and just at that age could not finish to raise money for surgery, and having their first child.
My mom from a family of straight parents of field, if something was wrong, the beat with the stick to whip the horses. Well this story to q say I understand why they had very little chance of being happy. Summing up a bit before us the last three, my mom and dad, they raised the remaining 6 bigger, when I am reaching my mid-teens, fifteen years, starting this now gives me strength to continue living , my mother begins to suffer many discomforts, which knew not explain, and spent many months until one day he woke up completely deformed, but really not exaggerating, swollen lips q came down below the chin, cheekbones, full enronchada , and poking around the body, as well as crying without nerves, the first one awake that day is to me, I jumped out of bed and woke my dad, and grabbed a few minutes journey to capital, Jujuy, and that afternoon will give the news she had lupus, after have said that AIDS had to ... because no one knew and could not understand was, well after it said it had taken so long to tell who had the disease because it was not very common .. From there began my commitment to get through.
This disease, lupus, is a fatal disease, that is not curable, attacks defenses, and also has to take steroids to prevent the disease progresses q, but as this is a very strong drug is as if in turn kill more inside, because it produces many side effects such as bloating, fluid retention, intestinal problems, dizziness, low pressure and attacks the bone calcium, ie then in turn have to take many more pills to counteract those effects, then that is why I always say that my mother is killing me, because with so many drugs in the body not a day that quiet and see that something hurts ..
While my mom was sick to my dad to discover advanced prostate, and I find I alone of my brothers because my mom did not stop mourn and the only one that saw more share was strong for me.
So with this my dad is starting to feel useless because they no longer have the strength to continue working either physically or emotionally either, my mom could not stop going to school and for ill, she works as a substitute teacher because at that time more than ever needed the money, we were the last three very young still, My father is starting to complicate enough to get a job at the company he works for grabbing small works to paint or sand, but as more and more people are with titles, and have money, he had trouble getting it first had no title, and second that he will buy out the resources and therefore triple what was paid for work he played against.
My mom for his disease can not be working on what works, because it can not be in contact with many children, because their illness does not have the necessary defenses to protect against diseases that may have little children, and is a simple flu or cold, my mom for that disease crap, if you get it as having pneumonia or so.
Well today I fight for all these and so many things that is very difficult to express in this online confessional, but it is more or at least some of what happens in my family q, I just want to know something very important, I did not go to big brother for me, I did just for them, for my parents many years ago that I do not think even to choose my career, anything, everything and every one of my steps is thinking of his happiness, just let me tell you something so you can see why I have even more strength, my mom and I have hope that the doctors are wrong and jujuy they do not actually have the disease, so much struggle to have money and take it anywhere and that is how we check with my mom, but as soon as possible because they are killing me with so many drugs. It's horrible to think up and all the days are past 24 hours. And that time is my mom and q is dying and not doing anything.
But I want to know something too, I am a person who does not come to fight alone, but q come up today and forever from the hand of Jesus and Mary, I have much faith that I will be someday I know they are going to help me, and I want you to know that whatever happens I will never stop fighting for them, for my parents. because they are the light of my eyes. If there are many times I say I do not care to be blind or to know the other's strategy or what to do or anything like that, so q is I'm telling you I have in my hand the little boy Jesus and he is playing from heaven and move the chips as they say here more than we do, I only committed myself is to be good people, because what interests me is winning, but in life. And as my life are my parents and my brothers, I need them to be healthy until the day that I can form my family to succeed, they are there. And for my two younger brothers also have a long way to go.
It was hard to come to write all this, they rarely try to think back to everything that happens to me, almost always try to fight without thinking because I folded in two. But this was necessary because jesi said this was part of fighting for them, but me a lot of shame because I would not want anyone to feel the obligation to be part of even a second of all what I have been carrying for years. But I write to him that my heart really wants to come with even reading this for only a few minutes.
Thank you for always, the ones I'm making me stamina as we say in the north JEJ, and those that are caught recently or today too.